She turned to walk away ; it was time for her to get home.
He grabbed her hand & pulled her gently,
but still urgently, towards him.
She fell into his chest & he started kissing her.
When he was done he simply whispered,
"So you'll be smiling on your way home."

So just live. Make mistakes and have fun.
But never second guess who you are, where you came from,
or most importantly, where you're going

"When you get older, you realize it's a lot less about your place in the world
but your place in you. It's not how everyone views you, but how you view yourself"
- natalie portman

expect nothing, appreciate everything.

"We didn't have to hate each other for getting older,
we just had to forgive ourselves for growing up"  -The Wonder Years

so i leave for college august 23rd and i'm soo anxious/excited/scared all these things rolled into one! this is why i haven't been updating often, i'm trying to enjoy my last few weeks with as many people as possible :]

he's taught me how to love. he was the first boy i kissed that actually meant
something. he's not perfect, not even close. but that doesn't mean he's everything
i've ever wanted.

it's probably the wrong time to tell you this,
but i just want you to know that if you ever need me,
i'll always be here for you. all you have to do is ask.

Sometimes the feelings we start to have again
are the same feelings that never really went away.

"We didn't have to hate each other for getting older,
we just had to forgive ourselves for growing up"  -The Wonder Years

don't ever part your lips just follow my lead,
and focus on the rhythm of my hips.
fingertips say more than i ever could.

That's the danger in starting a fire
you'll never know how many bridges you'll burn.

From the top of the world
We'll let them know
That your biggest fear is letting go.

a free lesson on growing up
make the best of their worst
and never compromise what you feel is right

use my name like you know me
you're all the same
keep running your mouth
mark my words were taking over the world.

You taste like self-destruction, I follow where I'm lead.

There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight

I swear, I'd burn the city down to show you the light.

the glittering people in this big world
say love can't come to such a young girl
but i know that real love is music
and he's the melody to my harmony.

we sat there, the four of us, music in our ears,
the bottles piling on the ground, thinking that these are our good days.
these are our days of remembering, and the green grass and the dark sky,
they are our home, we are all that anyone could ever need.

that's all for now, enjoy :]

but it's no use going back to yesterday,
because i was a different person then.
[alice in wonderland.]

Here’s to the nights when I didn’t know left from right.
And you were there showing me, not telling me.
Here’s to the nights that went on into early in the morning
And yet we were still pouring vodka into plastic cups.
Here’s to the phone calls that you took,
Even if they were at 4am.
Here’s to the nights were we took long walks around just to talk
And never got tired of walking.
Here’s to the nights when even if I was doing something wrong
With someone I wasn’t suppose to be with, you were still there defending me.
Here’s to the nights when I knew you were still gonna be there in the morning,
hung over and laughing about the nights memories.
Here’s to being my best friend.
(Even if I’m not at my best sometimes.)

College is about making mistakes you can't fix
memories you won't remember
and friends that will teach you more than any professor ever could.

so we all grew up & grew out of the skin we were holding each other back in.
& sometimes want the old days back,
but sometimes i just need a break to get my life on track.

She’s tough, she tries to hide it.
She’s difficult, but if you make the effort,
she’s worth it. – Grey’s Anatomy

just running away
from all of the ones who love you
from everything
- paramore: when it rains

After this, everything has changed. Nothing will ever be the same for me.
I can't just get up and return to the girl I used to be. That girl is long gone.

Are you falling for her because I let you go?
Or would you have fallen for her anyway if I'd still hung on?

Crazy Pete: Things will happen in your life that you can't stop.
But that's no reason to shut out the world.
-now and then

i'm carrying our dreams across the sky to another city where the future lies,
for you and i to be, in perfect harmony.
i can almost hear that song behind your eyes,
and i'll fall asleep to that distant lullaby. -home; sherwood

I know it seems like a million years ago we dated, but it wasn't.
Maybe you're over it, maybe it doesn't mean anything to you anymore.
Maybe it never did, but it mean't a lot to me. You meant a lot to me,
and you still do. -The O.C.

For me it's always been you, always.
And I've tried to fight it and I've tried to deny it.
But I can't. You're undeniable. -The OC

We never stop loving someone,
we simply learn to live without them.

i am in repair.

comments please :)